Physically and mentally exhaustion / Sunday, August 16, 2009
It's sunday and most working people like me will be screaming mad about going back to work. Haha. Weekends are always short for people who started working. Same here. During weekends, it's working, working and working for me too. Fortunately, I'm still able to squeeze in some precious time for my friends and relatives.
Yesterday was the first time I've sent a complaint letter. It is targeted to a Indian cashier at Carrefour hypermarket. She simply drove me to the limit that I've decided to waste some time and produce a feedback to Carrefour. She saw me standing right in front of the counter but treated me like Mr Transparent. Talk to me with her nose high up the sky, trying to catch every single O2 molecules in PS. When I requested for a carrier, she doesn't want to give me because all in her mind is that the bag is made of gold. Anyway, I would like to meet her again. HAHAHA.
Actually, came to think of yesterday, it was really eventful. Audrey and I saw a long queue, so I suggested to make movie ticket purchase at AXS machine. Hell, it wasted our time just like queueing up for the ticket. The machine refused to spit the ticket. I scolded the machine and walked to the GV counter. One GV staff suggested that I should call the AXS customer service line. I called and her reply surprised me. She told me that my transaction wasn't successful. But the machine flashed a big 'Successful' to me. Luckily I was observant enough. Haha. So AXS lady gave me a few magical numbers to inform GV. I spelt out the magical numbers and we received the magical scroll. With the magical scroll, we were able to enter the magical door to watch the intelligent movie called 'Orphan'.
After the movie, the Carrefour incident happened and we took train home. Saw a pregnant lady but due to intense phototaking session, we neglected her. She got her seat from a kind commuter and we carried on with our rubbish. Soon came another lady, she got a big bulge on her tummy. Maybe due to the awareness created by the previous lady, I got up of seat instantly and my cousin did the same. That lady and I started to play the 'you sit la, never mind la' game. In the end, she took the seat as Jr won the game. As we walked to the next cabin, other commuters were looking at us and I came to think that is she really pregnant. Audrey wasn't sure at all and we decided to alight and board the next train. We alighted and got in, to the same train again. Haha. Total madness. Well, it doesn't really matters. Be it pregnant or not, it's up to my coutesy to provide a seat to anyone who needs it more than me.
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Contradiction / Friday, July 31, 2009
It's weekends again. That's what everyone has been waiting for. To me, working life is just like a chart. From summit to seabed to summit again. Lol. Not all will have the same chart but certainly everyone will have one in their mind. Working life is kind of scary. You can never sense the time ticking away until you are free. Imagine, you are a hardcore workaholic, your life is all about work, eat and sleep. Until the day when you think it's time to slow down a little, you will realise that you are getting older and have missed out on alot of things that you can never find back. You have the status and financial power, but you lost the youth and enjoyment. So, to me, weekends is really important for me to gather with friends and loved ones.
I still haven't touch on today's topic, Contradiction. What am I contradicting about? It's about work for now. For the time being, I enjoy what I'm doing and communicating with colleagues is never a problem. But what makes me so uneasy is that I'm a contract staff. Right now, my colleague is handing over his everyday job to me. He teaches me how to operate the system and paper works. A nice and patience fellow indeed. Off track abit, before I signed the contract, I told myself that I will leave if the opportunity arises. But come to think of it, it's not as easy as what I've thought. My colleague has spent so much time cultivating me from someone who doesn't know anything to someone who knows at least something. The rest of my teammates have been treating me like part of them. If I leave, their workload will increase and that colleague effort will be wasted. If I don't, I got to stay with the contract life of hanging by a thread (as good opportunities are hard to come by) and little privilages. I guess I'll get back to this topic after few months and see how it goes.
For now, what I have to think is to enjoy life. Enjoy my working life as well as personal life. Haha.
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I'm back... / Thursday, July 30, 2009
When's the last post? I can't really remember. Haha. Oh well, it's time to record down 'The history of ZJR' in the 'dusty Jr's blogspot'. Read back the older posts of this blog, had a few laughs and was wondering why time passed so swiftly.
Now, to continue with what I have left out over the months, I would like to congratulate myself for 'graduating' out of Keat Hong Chalet. Don't worry, I'm still in a piece. Keat Hong Chalet has never been in my mind. Not now and ever. Haha. But somehow, I miss my campmates. I miss eating (definitely not the SFI food), watching tv, talking cock and even sleeping with some of the gay fuck shits. Hahaha. My sexuality was in doubt during my army days. I love to touch my armymates and play wildly with them. Lol. Lucky thing is that I never bring the habit to my work place. Otherwise, Imagine, just imagine.....
Talking about work place, I'm currently employed. I wouldn't tell you guys which company I'm working at. The reason being that if I want to bitch about something here, I can do so. Haha. Anyway, I wouldn't bitch alot because I'm not good at it. Talking about work place again, it is a nice place with really nice people around. It's my second job after ORD. The first is working at SSC for AYG2009. I know lots and lots of friends blah blah... Oh well, I'm at it again... The grandfather in me is back again... Who cares about the 5 Ws (WhoWhatWhereWhenWhy?) during my jobs.
Neither talking about army days nor working experience, I'll switch the topic to Myself. As for myself, I'm still the same old jr that you all know. Did army change me from 'boy to man'? I don't think so. Lol. Reason being that I'm already a man before I enters army. Lol. Lame fuck shit. Anyway, I'm still unattached and very very available. Lelong Lelong again. Going to pass expiry date liao. LOL. If nobody wants to hold my hand, I got no choice but to go to nearby field to search for some b**********. They love to hold hands and I guess they will be delighted. Haha. If you don't know, don't ask me here. It's a very sensitive issue ok?
Enough of craps... Sign off now....
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Life of loiterer / Wednesday, December 03, 2008
People, I'm back and currently having a very very long break away from Keat Hong Chalet. Month of December, I must say, will be a draggy but certainly relax month of the year. I'm clearing 11 days of my leaves plus two and a half days off in this month. Good life? Haha. That's what many friends told me. Seriously I've been thinking how good can that be. I've been waiting for this month and here it comes but right here right now, I've no idea how to kill time. Contradicting freak.
So from last friday till today, I've accomplished NOTHING but spending countless of hard earn savings. Feel quite guilty about it man. No choice, when you got nothing to do at home and you are getting bored, the only way out is to get out of home. Hahahaha. I think I'm bored to craziness. I've been loitering around and calling out friendssssssss.... This isn't the break that I wanna have. It just so last minute without any plans in my mind.
I need to kill time....................
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Farewell Party / Friday, October 24, 2008
Salutation people, it's time to catch up with me again. Strangly, I don't know for how many dino years that I haven't meet most of my gossip queens as well as suck cock buddies. Nevertheless, I'm still here, alive and kicking, updating the never ever changing pills infested blog.
Today's post titled 'Farewell Party'. A farewell party for Shuan. Oh, just some quick fact for those who are wondering who the hell is Shuan, he is my ex platoon mate who is suffering from back problem and had been posted to another unit. A clever way to escape from that shit hole right? Haha. Just kidding. He is an 'asian angmoh' who speaks little mandarin. Sometimes, I do admit that I miss his presense. (DAMN, that just so gay.) Those soccer talk, those bitching, those 'hey there delilah or don't mess with Zohan' nonsense. A nice guy I must say. Oh well, this post is just way to belated. He is happily enjoying his air con environment for a month or so. Haha. As for the farewell party, I couldn't remember the actual day. All in my mind is just a bbq session with lots of photo taking.
Now, life in camp seems to be a little to the bright side but more to a dull and boring routine. There are people who I wish to see and those who I hope I'm able to put my eyes in the refrigerator. Over the past few weeks of my anti socialism, I've a very clear view of friendship. I've learn alot more than I've learn on my 1st year as a soldier. I don't blame some guys for reacting unkind towards me. That's the way they should behave as none knows what's the problem that lies inside me. BUT 1 thing I couldn't tolerate is when someone who I've been treating him as a friend, backstabbed me. It's more painful when you speak ill behind my back than you confronting me directly. Shame on that fellow who couldn't even bothered to ask 'Hey, what's wrong with you lately?' and started spreading venom. As for this friendship, I would rather throw it into the trash bin. I fuck you to be my friend.
As for my plan for next few weeks, I've got to start picking up the pieces. I'm sort of ok now.
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Sad Truth / Friday, October 03, 2008
What did I learnt in NS? Other than learning to be a soldier, I've learnt to survive and most importantly, staying together with different type of people. Anyway, I'm still learning. Seen too many things in the platoon, lets don't talk about the whole camp. Simply disgusted by fakers. These people are powerful Oscar award winners who can roleplay in any type of character when given the different types of scenerio. Not gonna give examples as I'm afraid that some might read my entry. Salute to them for lowering their pride to carry some big balls. It's so real, so real, just like working in MNC. A good preview of my future working world. People came asking me why I've changed? Look at the environment and people, I can't change them as I don't have the capability. I'm a tree lizard, I change to adapt the environment.
Other than weight lifting, oh I mean carrying balls, some like to do Taiji instead of 5 BX. Why I've changed to be slacker than before? These people taught me Taiji. Pushing responsiblilties like waves the ocean just can't control. It's no longer like the past where a group of unknown guys bonded and do things together. So why must I be like them when I know it's wrong? Come on, I have brain. If they doing Taiji and I'm the one who give them massaging after the exercise, isn't that I will be on the disadvantage? I might as well join in the fun to do Taiji as I enjoy the massage too. It's a selfish thought, but too bad. Gl once told me: 'The world is cruel, men are selfish." Indeed, the meaning is right in front of my eyes. As for Brotherhood, I couldn't help but to laugh it off. Maybe during war film, I can see abit of that.
In camp life is no longer enjoyable, it's a 'I WANT TO SEE FRIDAY' feeling for me whenever I book in. I'm feeling damn fuck fuck fuck whenever I enter that place. Perhap, that's life, I gonna surrender it for another 8 months.
Note: Above mentioned is not targeted at any specific individual. There are still nice people out there. :)
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Alson's Wedding / Saturday, September 13, 2008
Yesterday was Cousin Alson's wedding. Before I attended the wedding dinner, Weixin and I went to Annie's new office to have a look. Haha. Anyway, that's not the first time I've been there. So I woke up very early in the morning. I was waken up by 10 over missed calls by my aunt. LoL. So, I went to Robinsons @ Raffles City to get a shirt for Alson's wedding dinner. In the end, I couldn't find it. After shopping, Weixin and I thought of getting some mooncakes for our ex bosses so I went to purchase at the mooncake fair.
We got there and well, Weixin likes the new intern alot. Hahaha. Annie treated us in a vegetarian restaurant. Not that cheap but it's a fantastic meal. Went back to the office after the meal and that sampat charbo started snapping pictures. Anyway, the office is very organise and it still feels like a home. Haha. After disturbing them for almost half a working day, I had to leave early to get a shirt for wedding dinner so we left around 4pm.
Took a cab down to Orchard and managed to get a piece of shirt for around $99. Very expensive right? Haha. Oh well, never mind about the money as long as I like it. So I rushed like a mad man from 1 place to another. Got back home and took a shower then headed to the Orchid Country Club.
Arrived at the restaurant around 7.30pm. Relatives were having their fifth dish. Lol. I didn't know the dinner started so early. Anyway, my serving is different from others. Felt so much like a VIP. Lol. By the way, most of the food is exactly the same as those I ate in the afternoon. Lol. Nevertheless, I still feel very appreciative for the effort by Cousin Alson for specially ordered vegetarian meal for me.
After the dinner, the cousins and I don't feel like going home yet. So I suggested to sing KTV at the Partyworld SAFRA. It has been months since I last sing songs. I think we were abit crazy during that time. Kept shorting and screaming when someone 'zhao shiang' (lost voice). I was pretty guilty when I kept laughing at Cousin Watson's singing. Damn. Lol. Seriously, he can mimick Jacky Wu's singing. Lol. So we ended our day after the partyworld session. Feels great and satisfied.
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