Name: Zhang Junrong
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Course: Diploma in Marketing
Horoscope: Aries
Birthday: 31st March 1986
Email: sian_sianz@hotmail.com
"Our attitudes control our lives.
Attitudes are a secret power working
24 hours a day, for good or bad.
It is of paramount importance
that we know how to harness and
control this great force." — Tom Blandi



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Ever since I've entered in Keat Hong Camp, it changes my life and it certainly transformed me into a person with lesser smile. Is it I'm too weak? I guess so. I think it's quite a mental plus physical torture in my company. Past few weeks was like the most stressed weeks in my life so far. Too many things to absorb plus very limited sleep. I was shagged and exhausted. I got 'fucked' by commanders every now and then. It's not that I don't put in effort, it's that I'm really slow in learning machinery and partical trainings.

I still have the feeling of fear and uncertainty in this company. I don't even know what will happened in the next moment man... Just for one simple example... I was celebrating my friend's birthday yesterday. At 11.20pm, my sergeant called me and wanted me to go back to camp to do my guard duty. I was out at town then. Luckily, there was an Infantry guy who is doing the guard duty. If not, I will not be here blogging about it now. Big Thank to him man. As you can see, you can't even guarantee your weekends will be free or not... Imagine if I'm the birthday boy, then god should really bless me...

What can I do? Nothing but complaining. During PC talk, officer wanted me to speak my heart out. I told him the things from my heart. Guess what? He was furious at me and thought that I bring disrespect him and the morale of the team down. As what others told me, commanders are right in whatever they said. So... Next time I should shut up and carry on with my life in there. Well, not gonna talk much about the life in there. By thinking of it, it really makes me sick. Other than those unhappy weekdays, I enjoyed my weekends fully. Had been spending precious time with good friends and family members too. Hope that there will be more such quality time to spend with them man.

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