Contradiction / Friday, July 31, 2009
It's weekends again. That's what everyone has been waiting for. To me, working life is just like a chart. From summit to seabed to summit again. Lol. Not all will have the same chart but certainly everyone will have one in their mind. Working life is kind of scary. You can never sense the time ticking away until you are free. Imagine, you are a hardcore workaholic, your life is all about work, eat and sleep. Until the day when you think it's time to slow down a little, you will realise that you are getting older and have missed out on alot of things that you can never find back. You have the status and financial power, but you lost the youth and enjoyment. So, to me, weekends is really important for me to gather with friends and loved ones.
I still haven't touch on today's topic, Contradiction. What am I contradicting about? It's about work for now. For the time being, I enjoy what I'm doing and communicating with colleagues is never a problem. But what makes me so uneasy is that I'm a contract staff. Right now, my colleague is handing over his everyday job to me. He teaches me how to operate the system and paper works. A nice and patience fellow indeed. Off track abit, before I signed the contract, I told myself that I will leave if the opportunity arises. But come to think of it, it's not as easy as what I've thought. My colleague has spent so much time cultivating me from someone who doesn't know anything to someone who knows at least something. The rest of my teammates have been treating me like part of them. If I leave, their workload will increase and that colleague effort will be wasted. If I don't, I got to stay with the contract life of hanging by a thread (as good opportunities are hard to come by) and little privilages. I guess I'll get back to this topic after few months and see how it goes.
For now, what I have to think is to enjoy life. Enjoy my working life as well as personal life. Haha.
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I'm back... / Thursday, July 30, 2009
When's the last post? I can't really remember. Haha. Oh well, it's time to record down 'The history of ZJR' in the 'dusty Jr's blogspot'. Read back the older posts of this blog, had a few laughs and was wondering why time passed so swiftly.
Now, to continue with what I have left out over the months, I would like to congratulate myself for 'graduating' out of Keat Hong Chalet. Don't worry, I'm still in a piece. Keat Hong Chalet has never been in my mind. Not now and ever. Haha. But somehow, I miss my campmates. I miss eating (definitely not the SFI food), watching tv, talking cock and even sleeping with some of the gay fuck shits. Hahaha. My sexuality was in doubt during my army days. I love to touch my armymates and play wildly with them. Lol. Lucky thing is that I never bring the habit to my work place. Otherwise, Imagine, just imagine.....
Talking about work place, I'm currently employed. I wouldn't tell you guys which company I'm working at. The reason being that if I want to bitch about something here, I can do so. Haha. Anyway, I wouldn't bitch alot because I'm not good at it. Talking about work place again, it is a nice place with really nice people around. It's my second job after ORD. The first is working at SSC for AYG2009. I know lots and lots of friends blah blah... Oh well, I'm at it again... The grandfather in me is back again... Who cares about the 5 Ws (WhoWhatWhereWhenWhy?) during my jobs.
Neither talking about army days nor working experience, I'll switch the topic to Myself. As for myself, I'm still the same old jr that you all know. Did army change me from 'boy to man'? I don't think so. Lol. Reason being that I'm already a man before I enters army. Lol. Lame fuck shit. Anyway, I'm still unattached and very very available. Lelong Lelong again. Going to pass expiry date liao. LOL. If nobody wants to hold my hand, I got no choice but to go to nearby field to search for some b**********. They love to hold hands and I guess they will be delighted. Haha. If you don't know, don't ask me here. It's a very sensitive issue ok?
Enough of craps... Sign off now....
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