Contradiction / Friday, July 31, 2009
It's weekends again. That's what everyone has been waiting for. To me, working life is just like a chart. From summit to seabed to summit again. Lol. Not all will have the same chart but certainly everyone will have one in their mind. Working life is kind of scary. You can never sense the time ticking away until you are free. Imagine, you are a hardcore workaholic, your life is all about work, eat and sleep. Until the day when you think it's time to slow down a little, you will realise that you are getting older and have missed out on alot of things that you can never find back. You have the status and financial power, but you lost the youth and enjoyment. So, to me, weekends is really important for me to gather with friends and loved ones.
I still haven't touch on today's topic, Contradiction. What am I contradicting about? It's about work for now. For the time being, I enjoy what I'm doing and communicating with colleagues is never a problem. But what makes me so uneasy is that I'm a contract staff. Right now, my colleague is handing over his everyday job to me. He teaches me how to operate the system and paper works. A nice and patience fellow indeed. Off track abit, before I signed the contract, I told myself that I will leave if the opportunity arises. But come to think of it, it's not as easy as what I've thought. My colleague has spent so much time cultivating me from someone who doesn't know anything to someone who knows at least something. The rest of my teammates have been treating me like part of them. If I leave, their workload will increase and that colleague effort will be wasted. If I don't, I got to stay with the contract life of hanging by a thread (as good opportunities are hard to come by) and little privilages. I guess I'll get back to this topic after few months and see how it goes.
For now, what I have to think is to enjoy life. Enjoy my working life as well as personal life. Haha.
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