Sad Truth / Friday, October 03, 2008
What did I learnt in NS? Other than learning to be a soldier, I've learnt to survive and most importantly, staying together with different type of people. Anyway, I'm still learning. Seen too many things in the platoon, lets don't talk about the whole camp. Simply disgusted by fakers. These people are powerful Oscar award winners who can roleplay in any type of character when given the different types of scenerio. Not gonna give examples as I'm afraid that some might read my entry. Salute to them for lowering their pride to carry some big balls. It's so real, so real, just like working in MNC. A good preview of my future working world. People came asking me why I've changed? Look at the environment and people, I can't change them as I don't have the capability. I'm a tree lizard, I change to adapt the environment.
Other than weight lifting, oh I mean carrying balls, some like to do Taiji instead of 5 BX. Why I've changed to be slacker than before? These people taught me Taiji. Pushing responsiblilties like waves the ocean just can't control. It's no longer like the past where a group of unknown guys bonded and do things together. So why must I be like them when I know it's wrong? Come on, I have brain. If they doing Taiji and I'm the one who give them massaging after the exercise, isn't that I will be on the disadvantage? I might as well join in the fun to do Taiji as I enjoy the massage too. It's a selfish thought, but too bad. Gl once told me: 'The world is cruel, men are selfish." Indeed, the meaning is right in front of my eyes. As for Brotherhood, I couldn't help but to laugh it off. Maybe during war film, I can see abit of that.
In camp life is no longer enjoyable, it's a 'I WANT TO SEE FRIDAY' feeling for me whenever I book in. I'm feeling damn fuck fuck fuck whenever I enter that place. Perhap, that's life, I gonna surrender it for another 8 months.
Note: Above mentioned is not targeted at any specific individual. There are still nice people out there. :)
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